Hard To Change

It should have been easy
to say the things I needed to say
It should have been easy
To just get up and walk away
It should have been easy
to say hello and let you in
It should have been easy
for me to be like other men
It should have been easy
to just step outside of the world in my head
It should have been easy
to let you bring me back from the dead
It should have been easy
to make a start together with you
It should have been easy
to do the things you want to do
It should have been easy
for me to be the man I am
It should have been easy
to see the face and take the hand
I don't know how to be that guy
I don't know why I am this shy
I don't know how to let you in
I don't know where I should begin
I don't know why this is my way
I don't know how this day to change
I don't know if I will ever know
I don't know how but I know you know

Shane 121712