Sometimes

When I'm alone, sometimes the pain is too much to bear
So, sometimes I break down and cry
The story of my life is Dark, bleak and desolate
And sometimes I wonder why

Sometimes, I feel so very alone - like I'm the only one in this world of mine
So, sometimes I just wanna scream
I can't undertsand why they can't understand
So, sometimes I'm only happy in my dreams

It's so frustrating, not having anyone with whom I can share
so, sometimes I think about ending it all
When I get like this I scare myself
So, sometimes I need someone to call

There's a myriad of contradictions, slapping me in the face
So, sometimes I don't wanna be strong
But there are times when I just can't communicate
so I have to express myself through song

Everytime I care about someone, they seem to go away
So, sometimes I think I shouldn't care
I've lost loved ones, friends and the kindred spirits
Why must life be so unfair?

Sometimes, it's a struggle for me to keep up this facade
But my weakest moments are always spent alone
I wouldn't want to burden anyone with my problems
so, sometimes my only outlet is a "poem"

Sometimes I can see in to the future, to my own demise
And sometimes, I wonder who will mourn
The Triad councels me and my Darkness consoles me
But sometimes my hope is forlorn

I've learned my lessons in this life, and never again will I make those mistakes
But sometimes, wisdom comes at a cost
The winter of my life is truly at hand now
Freezing the memories of all those I have lost

So, now comes the time for these vacuous ramblings to end
sometimes, this is the only way
How much can I endure before it hurts too much to care
Aah yes, the sun rises and with it comes the loneliness of another day

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