And now for something completely different...

So tonight, I start third shift. This is full of suck. It's too quiet and apparently they turn off the ac at 10... so it's hot. Those are two horrible ingredients to have for a 12-9 shift. It's going to be hard to stay awake. Moreover, tomorrow at 9, I am going to have to will myself to go to the gym. It isn't an option. More so now that I have written it down. I will not allow myself to ruin all the years of hard work it took to get to this point just because it's a little inconvenient. I think I have a thing to write tonight... it's brewing in my head but it isn't really complete enough... I hesitate to use the word "poem" because there have been plenty of other, actual writers, people with talent who write poems. I just get words out of my head that are causing me some kind of unrest. So generally I will let it brew until there is something real there... then I'll start writing, I usually don't know where it will go or what it will say or how it will end up, it just sort of flows out. So that's what that is.