Abstract Scorpio

So im on my lunch break. Since it's 4am and nothing in the building is open, i decided to leave and sit in my car and listen to the radio. Not something i do often. There's a song on the radio called "dirty girl". It starts out "i want a dirty girl". I too want a dirty girl. Someone who isn't afraid to give in to her dark sexual desires and enjoy the carnal human buffet. Someone who likes sex and enjoys exploring all which that encompasses. Someone who is intrigued by trying new things and is open to fetishes. And i know ultimately something like this requires and is based on trust. I get that. And fully support it. Still, part of me, a very big part, believes that any relationship i have with a woman can only be successful to a point and for a finite amount of time if that mutual sexual energy isn't there. More importantly however, i need someone with whom i can connect on a much deeper level. If i start talking about the symbiotic relationship between humans and the universe, in that the basic elements that make all humans - carbon, oxygene, nitrogen, hydrogen - are the same elements in stars. when those stars explode and scatter their guts to the universe, those elements create other planets and other stars, etc ad infinitum, such that not only do we exist in the universe, but we are part of it, and it is part of us. I need her eyes to not glaze over and her mind not to drift off to whatever kesha song is on the radio at that time, i need her to not only understand, but share my fascination and ideally, challenge me intellectually by posing something to me which perhaps i had not considered... So. Where is this chick? I'm waiting...